"खुश हूँ ..."

जहां-आसमान की खुशिया देख कर खुश हूँ ...
वीरान शमशान देख कर खुश हूँ ...
अब तक तो आंसू छुपाने के लिए खुश था...
अब आँख में बचे नहीं आंसू इसलिए खुश हूँ ..

"आशीष मौर्य"
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"Khush Hoon..."

Jahaan Aasmaan Ki Khushiya Dekh Kar KHUSH Hoon...
Viraan Shamshaan Dekh Kar KHUSH Hoon...
Ab Tak To Aansoo Chupaane Ke Liye KHUSH Tha...
Ab Aankh Main Bache Nahi Aansoo Isliye KHUSH Hoon..

"Aashish Maurya"

When I fall in love...

When I fall in love,
I want to be
with her
always;

In happiness,
to smile with her,
and be the one
to hug her near.

In sadness,
to cry with her,
and be the one
to dry her tears.

When I fall in love,
I will spend my
every waking
and sleeping
moments
with her

and catch each
moment in its
eternally
lovely
form.

When I fall in love,
I will miss her
the very moment
I say 'goodbye'

and my heart
will yearn for
the very moment
I say �hello'.

When I fall in love,
all my old hurts
and pains
will seem
lost and
faded
away

and I will be
strong and
brave
once
again.

When I fall in love,
I want you
to be happy
always, ever

and feel like
the happiest
person
of them
all . . .

Because that's

what I will feel,

when I fall in love,

with you.

If Ever...

If ever you need me,
I'll be right here,
To chase away the sadness,
And wipe away a tear.

If ever you need me,
I'll be two steps behind,
To follow in your footsteps,
And hear what's on your mind.

If ever you need me,
You'll never have to fear,
That your presence isn't important,
And your love isn't dear.

If ever you need me,
I'll always be around,
To bring back the laughter,
Where deep in your heart it's found.

You will never have to worry
For I will always be here
To chase away the sadness
And wipe away a tear

First Impression...

I Strongly Don't Believe In "First Impression Is The Last Impression" As Human Is Such A Versatile Creature On The Earth That Can't Live Without A Change. Whatever We Are Now Is Result of A Long Chain of Continuous And Regular CHANGES. We Have MIND And We Always Use It To ANALYZE Things, Situations And of Course; PEOPLE. Even If We Use It To Analyze Ourself We'll Find That We Are No More Today Whatever We Were Used To Be Earlier; We Also Have Been Changed.
So With The Following Nice Quote I End Up; We Should Give Chances To Others To Make Their IMPRESSION The Best (At Least We Should Not Stick To This Strict Approach of First Impression Is The Last Impression...)

So Here Is A Your Quote:
"Never Judge A Person On His/Her Family Basis..."

All This Is My Opinion, My Own Philosophy...Some of You May Not Agree With This One...But Anyway Thanks For Your Time You Spent Here...

"Aashish Maurya"

Unfaithful

Sitting by the window,
Looking out I see,
You,walking out,hand in hand,
With her,leaving me.

For you to love me,
the way you did,
Ten years,I guess is long,
But it was wrong..
Breaking promises,made to each other..
For you to give yourself,to another.

There were times,
I knew you longed,
To be Uncaged,
Of family,
Of guilt and wrong,
To follow your Heart,
Get a new start,
As you were devoid of life,
Tired of your wife.

At times..I guess I clung too tight,
But ,I offered no fight,
when you left today,
Taking away all we created,
Our boy,Our life,
To build happiness,
For your new Wife.

"The child needs his Mother"
I said, but you just ignored,
my lament,
your only comment,
"He has another one here,
and he needs to succeed,
on your meagre alimony,
Which of you two,will you feed?"

Like a good mother,
I packed his case,
His toys - Stole one and kept..
For I knew I was inept,
To even beg for something,maybe,
So that I could remember my baby.

Now alone,this house,
It feels for me,stays quiet,
No screaming wild
From a happy child,
Even the clouds infected with my pain,
Sob relentless,again and again.
Questions,that look for blame,
causing introspection and shame.
Is there a life for a woman tainted,
with the scars society has painted?

Too dead to be sad,
Too quiet to be mad,
Too late..is it?
To run out and say..
Please give me one more day.
One more day with my boy,
For a forgotten wife..her only joy,
I'll then pray that time be hurried,
and bring me to the day when I'll be buried.

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I Am Not A Prostitute...

Well I am going to quote a story but before that let me clear that all here is my way of thinking and my philosophy; you may find some or all of it unacceptable so sorry if its hurting someone...

Its a true story...but sorry if you found some unacceptable words
Story:
Once one of my friend went to USA. He went to some dance bar in Los Veges. He choose Lap Dance(Hope u all know what it is) to enjoy there. While the dance he tried to involve more with that girl but she stopped him and his arms every time...by saying "Sir its not allowed..."
After she finished the song; she asked him whether he want one more song...but he demanded more...he asked her to sleep with him...And he was surprised by her answer though she was dancing naked just a while ago and was also ready for dancing on some more song(but not for S*X)...I was just surprised as well as happy by her reply? She replied

"I Am A Dancer Sir; I Am Not A Prostitute..."

The thing that motivated me to quote this story is "The Current Status of Our Values And Customs" we(Indian) used to quote and feel proud in front of the rest of the World. I am not saying that situation is out of control but you also may be realizing that its getting worse day by day. We all are aware of extramarital affairs(its applicable for both man/woman) and others issues like that; People use mask on their faces having dual standards...we hardly follow what we say...all time we pretend only...
I think Prostitute is the worst word used for woman...because we don't know what made her so...
"Jo Dikhta Hai Wo Hamesha Sahi Nahi Hota" we should never judge so quickly as we don't know everything always. So in my opinion that lady is much better than any of us who don't know what we are doing (wrong or right its a different matter as things changes relatively) but we neither stop that or open that...even if we feel it WRONG...

About a year ago one woman was caught in a raid by police here in Bangalore. She was charged in Prostitution case...but her story really shocked our society as she was selling her body to save her husband, to get the medicine and better treatment for him and her husband was well aware of that.
Now we are developing country our GDP,per capita income etc in increasing day by day...some people who can't donate money for a dying patient but they can spent their money in other way(Satisfying lust is one of them)...probably that's why that lady chose This Easier But Tough Path to save her husband life...May be this is the sign of being Developed Nation...But is it rally a Development???About you I can't say but for me its not and that lady has not done any Wrong...
"Sometime Life Make Us To Do What We Don't Like..."

My first walk...

My first effort to walk on this bumpy land,
Fingers of my legs were cutting the smooth sand,
Enthusiasm was inherited from you,
My goal was big and those steps were few...
.
.
Your warm hug was my innocent wish,
And warmness of your lap; i wanted to reach.
Hurdles of wind I was ignoring,
And a sweet song for me, you were singing...
.
.
Your encouragement was the only source of energy,
I was unique with my versatility,
Fabulous run and those ambitions goal,
We both were playing each other’s role...
.
.
And,
When you have kissed my forehead,
And my chicks were almost red,
When you gave me a hug,
I found myself in a big warm rug...
.
.
That was my first walk towards you,
Tears were there in your eyes or result of dew?
I still remember those mesmerise memories,
I am missing you oh! Lovable mom,
And I know you too...
.
.
Internal excitement was dancing like a sea,
I was in heaven or heaven inside me???


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