हमने भी डूब के उस पार जाने की कोशिश की थी

डूबने को मुझपर एक और दिल का बोझ तो हो..

वक़्त ने कर दिया बुत हर ज़र्रा मेरी दुनिया का

किसको दूँ मैं अज़ान कोई निगाह-ए-बान तो हो..

कहना तो चाहता हूँ मैं भी हर लफ़्ज़ तन्हाई के

मैं भी तोड़ू ख़ामोशी तू मेरा मोहताज़ तो हो..

आज से है वादा-ए-ज़िस्त मेरा तेरी मसरूफीयत से

पुकारेंगे ना हम भी दिन चाहे क़यामत का ही हो..

चाँद के तो होते हैं सभी चकोर इस दुनिया में

मुझे महसूस तू करना जब आसमान वीराना हो..

ख़्वाहिशों को तेरी दी है साँसों की सरगम अपनी

ग़म ना करना मेरे सीने में जो कोई साज़ ना हो..

"आशी" इस बाज़ार में तुम बहुत चीख़ लिए

दिल की तब ही कहना जब कोई कारोबार ना हो..

"आशीष मौर्य "

"आहत ह्रदय"

       "आहत ह्रदय"

दीन-दुनिया से मूर्छित रहा मैं

निष्कपट सा ऊर्जित रहा मैं

व्यर्थ होगा जानकर भी

ख़ुद को समर्पित कर गया मैं

फ़िक्र सबकी और बेफ़िक्र रहा मैं

क्रन्दन में जब अनसुना रहा मैं

बेबात है यह जानकर भी

रोते-रोते हँस गया मैं

अदृष्ट अप्रिय अवांछित सहा मैं

पर सदैव आशान्वित रहा मैं

भंगुर है सब जानकर भी

स्वप्न सुनहरे बुन गया मैं

निर्णयों में अनिर्णित रहा मैं

अपनों में ही दिग्भ्रमित जिया मैं

अग्राह्य हूँ यह जानकर भी

ख़ुद को प्रकट कर गया मैं

साथ सभी के चलता रहा मैं

अपनी राह अकेला बढ़ा मैं

मृग मरीचिका है जानकर भी

प्यास अपनी पीता गया मैं

एक पथिक सा बनता गया मैं

अकथित सा सुनता गया मैं

धार है यह जानकर भी

आहत ह्रदय से बढ़ता गया मैं

आहत ह्रदय से बढ़ता गया मैं..

"आशीष मौर्य"

वाह री दुनिया वाह
ये कैसी तेरी चाह

पिंजरों में बंद हैं सपने
हर कलरव में हैं आह..
पंछियों  के स्वतंत्र स्वरों को
बाँधने की कैसी चाह

वाह री दुनिया वाह
ये कैसी तेरी चाह

कुदरत बिन माँगे हैं देती
क्यों काटे इसकी बाह...
अपने ही अरथी को ढोए
तू चला कौनसी राह

वाह री दुनिया वाह
ये कैसी तेरी चाह

अपनों में तू खुद को भूला
धूप में बना ठंडी छाह...
मुश्किल में तू जो पुकारे
कौन थामेगा तेरी बाह

वाह री दुनिया वाह
ये कैसी तेरी चाह

प्रेम वचन सब हुए पुराने
गुजर चुके वो दिन माह...
मैं बस मेरी करनी जानू
सुकर्म तेरे सब स्वाह

वाह री दुनिया वाह
ये कैसी तेरी चाह


"आशीष मौर्य"

अग्निपथ चलचित्र के सन्दर्भ में मेरे व्यक्तिगत अनुभव एवं समालोचना:

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चाहे लगे हो चित्र,
हो घने; हो विचित्र,
एक टिकेट मात्र भी
तू मांग मत, मांग मत, मांग मत
अग्निपथ, अग्निपथ, अग्निपथ..

तू न सुनेगा कभी,
तू न देखेगा कभी,
... तू न कहेगा कभी,
कर शपथ, कर शपथ, कर शपथ
अग्निपथ, अग्निपथ, अग्निपथ..

ये बेकार फिल्म है,
हम सभी को इल्म है,
आरम्भ से अंत तक,
बक-बक, बक-बक, बक-बक
अग्निपथ, अग्निपथ, अग्निपथ..
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जनहित में जरी..
--
भवदीय
आशीष

The Three Words...

You always ask me to say
daily; every now and then
no matter where and when

The three words; yes three
that you just use so frequently
though I do the same but silently

But the way I think; I feel
there are three more too
with more passion n woo

As you are not near n around
these three will surely tell
why I feel myself in Hell

Regular three may express well
but being Away, Alone and Alive
just wanted to express in naive

So I'll always choose n say
to express my feelings for You
I Miss You; I Miss You; I Miss You

"Aashish Maurya"

A Mother of Two...

A Girl and A Boy...
Immense Joy!!!

Watery eyes...
This experience is nice!!!

Cute children...
Lying on Bed...
Watching them
I go mad!!!

While they have...
a peaceful sleep...
In my heart
Happiness Heaps!!!

Sleepless nights...
Nappy Plights!!!

Wet underwears...
Love Swears!!!

My Milking Breast...
No time to rest!!!

A happy family...
No anamoly!!!

God! I am a child of you
Am glad,
you made me a Mother of two...

Delhi Blasts
What a shame...
So many dead
So much pain!!!

Watery eyes...
Loud Cries!!!

Cute children...
Lying dead...
Watching them
I go mad!!!

While they have...
a peaceful sleep...
In my heart
Sorrow Heaps!!!

Sleepless nights...
Death Plights!!!

Bloody underwears...
Love fears!!!

My Bleeding Breast...
Am stalled to rest!!!

A sad family
No anamoly!!!

God! Am I a child of you???
If yes, then,
why did u make me
a Mother of two???

Note: If u liked this one... please appreciate the source of this
http://www.orkut.co.in/Main#CommMsgs.aspx?cmm=1538&tid=5248056213013480040&na=4

Why She Is A Bitch!!!

I wrote this poem after I read a poem at the following link:
http://www.orkut.co.in/CommMsgs.aspx?cmm=1538&tid=5217210891736638171&start=1

As Orkut link is not working now..here is that poem:

She was a bitch!!!

walking on the wet grass
eyes fixed on gal's ass
knowing that all are knowing
who cared when gal was showing

one boy told to other
she seems to be calling me
other stared, smiled and said
why you came from we to me ?

then he thought for a while
stared the beauty so fragile
then he said "wat if she's not calling? "
may be your heart is the only one falling

the first one smiled
emotions now being verbalized
for this girl, i will die
remember shakira "hips dont lie"

the boy approached the girl
love, lust going to unfurl
some moments and deal was done
a change occurred and lust was gone

now the birds seemed so keen
at CCD,McDy, they can be seen
but the wheel was moving so fast
some kisses, some hugs and sex at last

one day he saw her,kissing a so called friend
caressing bodies,was termed as trend
A ruthless smile,A sign to ditch
now he knew.. she was a bitch !!!

Again not generalizing things...As I do believe if some people are bad then there are people who are good as well...Dilip already has written something about a Boy's expressions so I thought to pen down a Girl version...

All your comments are welcome...

Have A Nice Day U All

Why She Is A BITCH!!!
she was simple but agile
yes; her beauty was so fragile
none to fear nothing to bother
she was only; her father's daughter

she had values and custom
simply unaware to system
always believed people don't lie
very friendly but little bit shy

in the stage of life's play
when cupid used to prey
she was also unfortunate
who unluckily found a mate

she weaved some dreams in love
she was in the sky; just like a dove
yes; she had some silly wishes
so sacrificed body,hugs and all her kisses

but as famous saying "Men Are Men"
she couldn't realize; It happened when?
she lost her faith and all her dreams
she wept a lot with silent screams

now she lives with reckless emotions
revenging from everyone with love potion
still in her mind; she has that ditch that fog
hence; now she is a BITCH; because of a DOG...


"Aashish Maurya"

"खुश हूँ ..."

जहां-आसमान की खुशिया देख कर खुश हूँ ...
वीरान शमशान देख कर खुश हूँ ...
अब तक तो आंसू छुपाने के लिए खुश था...
अब आँख में बचे नहीं आंसू इसलिए खुश हूँ ..

"आशीष मौर्य"
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"Khush Hoon..."

Jahaan Aasmaan Ki Khushiya Dekh Kar KHUSH Hoon...
Viraan Shamshaan Dekh Kar KHUSH Hoon...
Ab Tak To Aansoo Chupaane Ke Liye KHUSH Tha...
Ab Aankh Main Bache Nahi Aansoo Isliye KHUSH Hoon..

"Aashish Maurya"

When I fall in love...

When I fall in love,
I want to be
with her
always;

In happiness,
to smile with her,
and be the one
to hug her near.

In sadness,
to cry with her,
and be the one
to dry her tears.

When I fall in love,
I will spend my
every waking
and sleeping
moments
with her

and catch each
moment in its
eternally
lovely
form.

When I fall in love,
I will miss her
the very moment
I say 'goodbye'

and my heart
will yearn for
the very moment
I say �hello'.

When I fall in love,
all my old hurts
and pains
will seem
lost and
faded
away

and I will be
strong and
brave
once
again.

When I fall in love,
I want you
to be happy
always, ever

and feel like
the happiest
person
of them
all . . .

Because that's

what I will feel,

when I fall in love,

with you.

If Ever...

If ever you need me,
I'll be right here,
To chase away the sadness,
And wipe away a tear.

If ever you need me,
I'll be two steps behind,
To follow in your footsteps,
And hear what's on your mind.

If ever you need me,
You'll never have to fear,
That your presence isn't important,
And your love isn't dear.

If ever you need me,
I'll always be around,
To bring back the laughter,
Where deep in your heart it's found.

You will never have to worry
For I will always be here
To chase away the sadness
And wipe away a tear

First Impression...

I Strongly Don't Believe In "First Impression Is The Last Impression" As Human Is Such A Versatile Creature On The Earth That Can't Live Without A Change. Whatever We Are Now Is Result of A Long Chain of Continuous And Regular CHANGES. We Have MIND And We Always Use It To ANALYZE Things, Situations And of Course; PEOPLE. Even If We Use It To Analyze Ourself We'll Find That We Are No More Today Whatever We Were Used To Be Earlier; We Also Have Been Changed.
So With The Following Nice Quote I End Up; We Should Give Chances To Others To Make Their IMPRESSION The Best (At Least We Should Not Stick To This Strict Approach of First Impression Is The Last Impression...)

So Here Is A Your Quote:
"Never Judge A Person On His/Her Family Basis..."

All This Is My Opinion, My Own Philosophy...Some of You May Not Agree With This One...But Anyway Thanks For Your Time You Spent Here...

"Aashish Maurya"

Unfaithful

Sitting by the window,
Looking out I see,
You,walking out,hand in hand,
With her,leaving me.

For you to love me,
the way you did,
Ten years,I guess is long,
But it was wrong..
Breaking promises,made to each other..
For you to give yourself,to another.

There were times,
I knew you longed,
To be Uncaged,
Of family,
Of guilt and wrong,
To follow your Heart,
Get a new start,
As you were devoid of life,
Tired of your wife.

At times..I guess I clung too tight,
But ,I offered no fight,
when you left today,
Taking away all we created,
Our boy,Our life,
To build happiness,
For your new Wife.

"The child needs his Mother"
I said, but you just ignored,
my lament,
your only comment,
"He has another one here,
and he needs to succeed,
on your meagre alimony,
Which of you two,will you feed?"

Like a good mother,
I packed his case,
His toys - Stole one and kept..
For I knew I was inept,
To even beg for something,maybe,
So that I could remember my baby.

Now alone,this house,
It feels for me,stays quiet,
No screaming wild
From a happy child,
Even the clouds infected with my pain,
Sob relentless,again and again.
Questions,that look for blame,
causing introspection and shame.
Is there a life for a woman tainted,
with the scars society has painted?

Too dead to be sad,
Too quiet to be mad,
Too late..is it?
To run out and say..
Please give me one more day.
One more day with my boy,
For a forgotten wife..her only joy,
I'll then pray that time be hurried,
and bring me to the day when I'll be buried.

Note: If u liked this one... please appreciate the source of this
http://www.orkut.com/CommMsgs.aspx?cmm=1538&tid=2598484168630991762&start=1

I Am Not A Prostitute...

Well I am going to quote a story but before that let me clear that all here is my way of thinking and my philosophy; you may find some or all of it unacceptable so sorry if its hurting someone...

Its a true story...but sorry if you found some unacceptable words
Story:
Once one of my friend went to USA. He went to some dance bar in Los Veges. He choose Lap Dance(Hope u all know what it is) to enjoy there. While the dance he tried to involve more with that girl but she stopped him and his arms every time...by saying "Sir its not allowed..."
After she finished the song; she asked him whether he want one more song...but he demanded more...he asked her to sleep with him...And he was surprised by her answer though she was dancing naked just a while ago and was also ready for dancing on some more song(but not for S*X)...I was just surprised as well as happy by her reply? She replied

"I Am A Dancer Sir; I Am Not A Prostitute..."

The thing that motivated me to quote this story is "The Current Status of Our Values And Customs" we(Indian) used to quote and feel proud in front of the rest of the World. I am not saying that situation is out of control but you also may be realizing that its getting worse day by day. We all are aware of extramarital affairs(its applicable for both man/woman) and others issues like that; People use mask on their faces having dual standards...we hardly follow what we say...all time we pretend only...
I think Prostitute is the worst word used for woman...because we don't know what made her so...
"Jo Dikhta Hai Wo Hamesha Sahi Nahi Hota" we should never judge so quickly as we don't know everything always. So in my opinion that lady is much better than any of us who don't know what we are doing (wrong or right its a different matter as things changes relatively) but we neither stop that or open that...even if we feel it WRONG...

About a year ago one woman was caught in a raid by police here in Bangalore. She was charged in Prostitution case...but her story really shocked our society as she was selling her body to save her husband, to get the medicine and better treatment for him and her husband was well aware of that.
Now we are developing country our GDP,per capita income etc in increasing day by day...some people who can't donate money for a dying patient but they can spent their money in other way(Satisfying lust is one of them)...probably that's why that lady chose This Easier But Tough Path to save her husband life...May be this is the sign of being Developed Nation...But is it rally a Development???About you I can't say but for me its not and that lady has not done any Wrong...
"Sometime Life Make Us To Do What We Don't Like..."

My first walk...

My first effort to walk on this bumpy land,
Fingers of my legs were cutting the smooth sand,
Enthusiasm was inherited from you,
My goal was big and those steps were few...
.
.
Your warm hug was my innocent wish,
And warmness of your lap; i wanted to reach.
Hurdles of wind I was ignoring,
And a sweet song for me, you were singing...
.
.
Your encouragement was the only source of energy,
I was unique with my versatility,
Fabulous run and those ambitions goal,
We both were playing each other’s role...
.
.
And,
When you have kissed my forehead,
And my chicks were almost red,
When you gave me a hug,
I found myself in a big warm rug...
.
.
That was my first walk towards you,
Tears were there in your eyes or result of dew?
I still remember those mesmerise memories,
I am missing you oh! Lovable mom,
And I know you too...
.
.
Internal excitement was dancing like a sea,
I was in heaven or heaven inside me???


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http://leaves-thoughts.blogspot.com/

NINE MONTHS IN THE HEAVEN...

Dedicated to all mothers

.
.
The time before my birth,
When I was unattached with the earth,
I was in heaven and the time was worth.
.
.
I was inside a world where everything was for me,
I was inside a pure soul she did not know whether I am he or she,
My birth was not decided god was note sure,
But she was so kind her love for me was so pure.
.
.
When I was crying warm hands were there,
My needs and when she feed with care,
Her movements were hopeful for me,
And my reactions were painful for her,
What I have enjoyed inside her,
And what she has suffered.
.
.
Her slow heartbeats and her warm breath,
This two were pillars and my strength,
Her innocent smile and remaining miles,
Was I in the heaven or heaven inside me?
.
.
I was not matured and mind’s blind run,
Her love for me and my unwanted turn,
The next moment I was became a part of this world,
i am missing my nine months inside the heaven.

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http://leaves-thoughts.blogspot.com/

ADJUSTMENT...

.

When I was born,
Was sleeping besides mom but not comfortable,
I said to nurse want some more space first,
She said please adjust.
.
.
Went to school,
Was not aware with the rule,
Teacher said uniform is must,
I said ma’m please adjust.
.
.
High school’s class,
I was late I was last,
Last bench with lots of dust,
Peon said please adjust.
.
.
Fall in love,
She was fatty that I observed,
I thought my mind will surely burst,
I said to my self please adjust.
.
.
At the bed with my last breath,
Aware with the sure death,
I found my grave covered with rust,
Luck said please adjust.
.
.
Rebirth,
Awake as a man,
I said oh god! Me and my broken trust,
God replied please adjust.

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http://leaves-thoughts.blogspot.com/

Fine...

"मुझे किसी से..."

मुझे किसी से अब कुछ नहीं चाहिए...
नही; किसी से ... कुछ भी नहीं...

क्या तुमने देखा है कभी...
कि जो मांगो वो मिल जाता है आसानी से

क्या तुमने देखा है कभी...
कि प्यार देने भर से प्यार मिल जाता है

क्या तुमने देखा है कभी...
दुःख के बाद सुख हमेशा आता है

नही ना ... जानता हूँ यही जवाब होगा
पर एक बात जरूर जान गया हूँ
या यू कहो की; विश्वास है मुझे...

कि दूसरो के लिए कुछ मांगो; सच्चे मन से...
तो जरूर मिल जाता है...और शायद जल्दी भी

हाँ मिलता है प्यार के बदले प्यार भी...
पर जरूरी नही ये वापस मिले हमें ही

पर...लौट के आता है किसी न किसी रूप में...
तभी तो कहते है; देर है...अंधेर नही

प्यार नही करता भ्रमण किसी वृत्त में...
ये तो बढता रहता है वृक्ष की शाखों की तरह

माना दुःख के बाद सुख हमेशा ना आता हो...
पर हर दुःख कुछ सिखा के जरूर जाता है

आने वाले कुछ दुःख सहने की ताकत दे जाता है...
दुःख हम सहते है पर; सुख कोई "अपना" ही तो पता है

तो गर "कोई (ईश्वर)" दे सकता है तो; दे मुझे बस इतना ...
के किसी और से कभी कुच्छ ना माँगना पड़े

दे बस हिम्मत "मुझमे" और विश्वास "खुद" में...
जब भी किसी दुःख का सामना करना पड़े

मुझे किसी से और कुछ नही चाहिए...
नही; किसी से...और कुछ भी नही

पर एक बात जरूर जान गया हूँ
या यू कहो कि; विश्वास है मुझे..."मुझमे -उसमे "

"आशीष मौर्य"
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"Mujhe Kisi Se..."

Mujhe kisi se ab kuch nahi chahye...
nahi; kisi se... kuch bhi nahi...

kya tumne dekha hai kabhi...
ki jo maango wo mil jata hai asaani se

kya tumne dekha hai kabhi...
ki pyar dene bhar se pyar mil jata hai

kya tumne dekha hai kabhi...
dukh ke baad sukh hamesha aata hai

Nahi na...jaanta hoon yahi jawaab hoga
par ek baat jaroor jaan gaya hun
ya yu kaho ki vishwas hai mujhe...

ki dusro ke liye kuch maango; sacche mann se...
to jaroor mil jata hai...aur shayad jaldi bhi

haan milta hai pyar ke badle pyar bhi...
par jaruri nahi ye wapas mile hame hi

par laut ke aata hai kisi na kisi roop me...
tabhi to kahte hai der hai; andher nahi

pyar nahi karta bhraman kisi vratt(circle) me...
ye to badhta rahta hai vraksh ki shakho ki tarah

mana dukh ke baad sukh hamesha na aata ho...
par har dukh kuch sikha ke jarur jata hai

aane wale kuch dukh sahne ki takat de jata hai...
dukh hum sahte hai par; sukh koi APNA hi pata hai

to gar KOI de sakta hai to; de mujhe bas itna...
ki kisi aur se kabhi kuch na maangna pade

de bas himmat MUJHME aur vishwas KHUD me...
jab bhi kisi dukh ka saamna karna pade

mujhe kisi se aur kuch nahi chahye...
nahi; kisi se...aur kuch bhi nahi

par ek baat jaroor jaan gaya hun
ya yu kaho ki vishwas hai mujhe...MUJHME-USME

"Aashish Maurya"

"साहिल पर..."

खडे है साहिल पर कब से...
तेरा इंतज़ार करते - करते
बूँद - बूँद करके मिल रहे है; दरिया में
तुझे याद करते - करते...

"आशीष मौर्य"
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"Saahil Par..."

Khade Hai Saahil Par...Kab Se
Tera Intezaar Karte-Karte...
Boond-Boond Karke Mile Rahe Hai; Dariya Me
Tujhe Yaad Karte-Karte...

"Aashish Maurya"

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